2011/1/25

  I don't know what has gotten into me, I have been missing two journal entries in two days, so I've decided to pay more attention and do it right when I get home. Oh jeez what a long day. I think my life officially sucks without Vicki. I'm doing things I used to do before, but honestly, I don't enjoy it as much as I did before. Well what can I say, a guy without a doll is nothing. Today was a productive day, I completed many assignments and most of all, our English video was done. Wait to be blown out of your mind, because this time, the editing quality, Tony has decided to take it up a notch and do some things we've never tried in our life with filming. I think this time's editing would be very nice, and plus Tony was a splendid director, he did even a better job than I did for Harrison and Burgeron. The past week and a half has got me thinking, what is love? This question has always sounded cheasy and stupid, but I really want to know, what is love? Love can take your head out of your lousy week, but love can also kick you down to your lowest. Love can make you confused, love can make you do things you swore you would never do. What is love? What is this magical feeling we feel for someone? Why do we feel this way about certain people? I know it is pathetic of me writing all these especially when she is not that upset about this now. But love, you once brought me happiness, you once brought my smiles, but now you have slapped me across the face and told me to wake up. I hate you love, I hate you. Why do I need you to make me better??  Oh who am I kidding, love is the greatest thing in the world.