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  I really do love Vicki alot. I really genuinely do. She doesn't realize it, she sees it, she loves me just as much. I hope that this whole conflict would just die out soon. Nothing much, just die out, like a balloon popping. I hope she actually does realize how much love I am giving her. I don't in a million years would want this to end. She and I, we have something special going for. We are not like any ordinary couple. We are special. Even if the distance after she graduates will kill both of us. But I still know, after the three years, we will end up together again. I am pretty sure of it, I am certain of it. Don't call me naive and tell me this is not how love works, let me tell you.  This is how love works. When you want somethings to happen, it will happen. When you don't really have faith in it happening, then nothing would happen. You know why people do long distance, not because they are foolish, simply because they believe it would work and in the end, they both find out it worked. I think, to me love is something only needed to be celebrated by the two people. No third person involved. I think the third person in a relationship is a true butthole. They are messing with two people perfectly fine with each other. They are just the extra one.Not exactly in the best mood.  I am going to sleep. bye