2011/1/10

  There are so many things i wish I could be doing right now. I wish I could be sleeping, that's number one, I wish i could be resting, that's number two, and I wish I could have my eye lids shut on a bed resting. You get my point. I am tired and I have a Chemistry exam soon, and I clearly don't get any of this. Sometimes I think, why do I need this credit when I won't be a chemists, biologists or a physician? I mean I won't remember this stuff after I leave high school chemistry, or biology, So why make it such a big deal that we all have to take this course and suffer? I hate this, I genuinely regret taking chemistry. I mean atleast Biology is understandable, has less equations and things to remember. I mean literature related classes are much easier for me even if my English is not perfect. In a language, there are no formulas, in a language, there are no hard analogies that you have to understand. In a language, all you need is to know some vocabulary and some grammar. That is basically what you need to do. I think sometimes it doesn't really matter if I know much vocabularies either because I can speak with the words I know. But the SATs just has to make it so much more difficult for me. Goodnight