2011/3/2

 My apologies first for the non vlog post. This is due to my sister's camera having some problems and it will be fixed very soon. Mean while I will be posting with just the regular blog. Today was a weird day, it is kind of weird for me these few months. Everyone keeps asking me about Vicki. Well yes I broke up with her guys, big deal? My emotions have been getting better, until hers started getting better, mine went plunging through the floor, all the way to the other side of the world. At its deepest point. There are times I wish I would just vanish, somewhere far far away, somewhere I could start fresh. There are times I wish I could time travel and go back to the happy times and fix all the things that went wrong. I don't know, I hate myself right now. Even if the cause of the break up was mainly because of Vicki, I still don't know why I blame myself for everything. Okay enough about depressing things. My day was weird, like I said. I think she went on a date with another dude? Well that sucks? haha. Life blows, whatever. Other than that, today was a pretty alright day. I wish my luck would change, I would do anything right now just for my luck to get better and change completely. Goodnight. Cheers.