2011/4/20

  Well today was not that fun. I just did nothing right afterschool. Sometimes I feel as if we are trying so hard for the musical just to work. I mean I joined for Vicki I guess and that went down the drain? So now its just pointless being onstage pretending something Im not. I feel as if no one that would come and watch the show, would get what we are doing and saying. I mean, you need to have some advanced profound American culture background to get this musical. When people think of crapshooters, they would think people who are probably doo doo players. THen it would not make any sense for the whole show. Why are we all putting our ass into it when we don't even get paid. When she forced all the guys to join. I mean I guess shes a chill teacher and all, but sometimes her yelling and screaming just makes me want to slap her across the face and tell her how I feel. Like really? Why are you being so dramatic and serious at the same time. I know your an actor, I know your background makes you all "sensative" but com on. We are normal people, we don't have emotions like you "artists." Argh goodnight