2011/4/17

 Well what a boring weekend. That is all I can say about this three day emptiness of mine. I spent absolutely no time outside. I spent a lot of time being in my house, watching youtube videos, facebook, and even some Tv. Seriously, why is my life so boring. And I really really want to make money. Like ALOT. I just want to be able to save up my own money and buy all the things I want. I just want all of these, nice accessories. I know i know. You want these things, but are they needs or wants? All of my things are wants. Haha, Such a terrible truth. God I wish I don't turn out to be those super spoiled corrupted kids in the cooperate world that just burns down their dad's life long career and success because they are just too stupid and lack abilities for the company to run well. I wish I don't become one of those people. I want to be self made man someday. I want to start from ground zero, nothing inherited from the family. I want nothing, but an education and a story behind me. I want to start everything for myself, such as buying my own house, own car, own business. I want everything made from me. Not handed to me as if I was on a pedestal. Well I always think about things like this, but honestly I don't know if I will succeed or not. Just have to be positive! NIghts Cheers.