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Valentine's Day
I know it is not required to be typing a blog, but I think I am going to do one for the heck of it. This is honestly, the only place I could express my feelings. I can't tell any about it, because everyone thinks my choices are stupid and pointless. Wow. Tonight, I experienced pain. Not physical, but mental. That moment when I saw you walk away. Wow. That blew my mind. I made that card for you, took me a long time to learn how to do the rose. I sliced my thumb open for you. You know what sucks? I always choose the worse time to do things. I spent four thousand NT on your present the night you decided to mess me up. I then spent the rest of the night, cutting and pasting everything I knew about art, onto that piece of card for you. Sometimes I do feel foolish. Foolish for falling for a cat like you. I could've played you, infact I had atleast four times the chance to. But you know why I didn't? Because I thought, you were the most amazing person I have ever met, all of our similarities and likes and dislikes. We are identical I tell you. Because I thought, if I let my walls down for once, this could turn into something amazing, something every guy would kill for. Love. I did at last. Yay for me right? but you crushed me. All those texts you sent, made me feel like the luckiest man in the world. How foolish was I to believe you. How foolish was I to ever love a lady like this. How foolish was I to make you my everything. All I have been dreaming and thinking about, is to have you back. Seirously. If I had you back, my life would be normal. Atleast have you back until you graduate. I have been doing stupid things lately because of you. You don't know it because you simply don't care. I have been cutting down food because I just cannot eat anything. I have been sleeping less and less and less each day, all because, your all that goes on in my mind. Well its Valentines day. I hope your happy. <B
Thursday, February 10, 2011
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